1st day of hols,

I rot at home and watch all kinds of shows today.
hoolahoo......so boring...
When I can't watch I complain, when I watch too much I complain
stupid betul le. =D

Ohh yea had a great badminton fight yesterday, ahahaha
I fell on my bumps on the concrete floor , it hurts so much wehh
nearly twisted my ankle..
then I gotta get back up to hit the shuttle again LOL
semangat la tu XD


I got so boring I layed on the sofa and think.
Suddenly I went into dreamland and it started..
sometimes when you think too much, your dreams start interpreting your dreams for the future to make you happy,
BUT its only a dream when your eyes are opened ..sigh weh

talking bout BGR, my friends are way too lucky than I am.
WHY would I end up this way... urgh,
I AM scared too I would be some unmarried old lady next time..

My youth neighbour got a poodle and that poodle wears diapers ahaha
Mama told me d other day
"teenagers shouldnt be rearing their own pet now. If not next time they don't want to own a baby.cuz to treat a pet its tough enough,what more a BABY?! "

and in my heart I was saying,
" I don't even know whether there's a chance to have a baby la.I meant that no husband,no baby la.." LOL
thinking too much again... =.=

Normally the thing I want always comes to me, but NOW .. the more I want them, the further they are away from me.
Is that called no FATE?
I don't want fate, just believing in myself for the best outcome.. Don't you think so?
I don't think you think the way I am..

S-M-I-L-E and the world smiles with you,
is that even applicable to daily life..
but I am still smiling because I wanna see you happy =)

Make no excuses if you wanna get rid of me.