argh

I have been very lost lately.
I have been very hardworking for school exams. Even if I know its not a big help for the future if I do extremely well in those exams,well at least,not the MOST important. However, the most important exam which helps my future,the whole future is in less than three weeks or two, and I'm NOT boosting up at all. or I should say dying off..=.=
what is this ?!
NONONONONO sigh.
STUDYYYY AHH KAT..;P

and the worst part of all is when everyone thinks I'm studying .
when I say I'm not they won't believe. and they call me kiasu..=( puhh, do I look that hardworking, haha I wish I was.
hell I feel so pressured when they say that because I really am not doing anything much. just dreaming or sleeping. zzz or holding the book in front the TV.

I need big big help from people but they are not doing so..=/ argh who's the kiasu now. LOL


Went Great Eastern Mall for lunch after church at Cozy House.
tasted great BUT upon reaching home, I felt nausea and a slight stomach pain.
sooo I went to bed and hibernate awhile before badminton..
woke up feeling worse but still I went for the game =/
and the pain got worse..aik..whatever.

but I guess I'm okay now. =)

ohh if you didn't get my point, I meant that cozy house's food scary laa..LOL evil me.
but only I had the problem so maybe its just me haha

this was me before stomach feeling pain =p
in GE mall's ladies'.

and then I looked terrible after lunch so imagine my pissed off painful look..heh
gonna have bread for dinner weee =D


Happy Deepavali to all.
Happy Holidays to all.
which is the worst part for all 5th formers. because holidays passes with extra speed. XD
zoooomm. Bye.