Inspiration

I feel that no matter what you do or get in life, take some time to actually thank God for his abundant blessings. I've been seeing great stuffs happening lately to my family members. Everything is on the smooth side, bro got his job for internship which is considered good, healthwise for the family, we're okay. I mean, we should really even thank God that we can wake up every single morning. Some people don't even get the chance to do so. Life is short, enjoy life. What about' life is about doing something great and meaningful so even when you die, you can die peacefully'. Don't worry I'm not dying yet, hope not, haha I just did alot of thinking lately due to the massive holidays so far. Sadly, I wasted my time watching the television all day long. Its seriously bad. I'm not bragging over this lifeless life of mine due to the non-study life am having because I envy and I'll have my time when I start degree next week. I only wish I did something more meaningful like a getaway or something. Don't need more small problems that ends up boiling for God knows what reasons. Everyone wants to be who they are, not what others want them to be.

I know God has been blessing me in many ways now, but comparatively the things I get just don't work out. How many friends out there will be a help to us but we know somehow or another, there will be a time we need help from each other. Its a matter of time, connections. Some elderly people inspires me so much that I hope I actually have part of their brains. I need some guidance in life, am sick of getting something planned by others. Don't want disappointments just to please everyone I love. I wish things go the way God wants me to be.