what if

When you stop caring about something, somehow something pops up that reminds you to care.

Do we really have to enjoy life first or be the best that you can in life for a better return. I'm a borned Christian. Is God making a path for me or am I ruining his plans for me? I am not in control of my life and there's no one to be blamed except myself. I only know I love God.

We always tend to start our sentence with 'What if....'

and when you start questioning yourself, doubts penetrate. So I realized we shouldn't regret our decisions but make the most out of it. No doubt nothing is perfect so stop complaining. Cherish our imperfections. Reminds me of Jason Derulo -what if haha

Okay, I'm not emo. Just a reminder for self. :D

My mom came back with a new handphone today. Makes my butt itch to change mine too. Haha! Cousin's leaving to China and UK to do his PHD already. Argh how can he be so smart, wish I had abit of his brains.

Oh and my midterms are screwed, because I hit Maison the day before for buddy's 19th. I deserved it damn.

However, it was a good experience to be a bad girl for the first time LOL :D:D

Ciao!