Perfect nightmare

Never thought its easy to survive this way, I don't know why I have to do this to myself. Things were quite perfect, now day and night, all you know you have to do is wait for something new to happen. The harder you try, it hits you back right at the head.

Keep telling myself that its not worth it, my perfect nightmare. :)

The question keeps popping, do things really happen for a reason? That it can bring a big impact on yourself. Again and again, being strong is the only solution, but how long can this last. :)

Anyway, Monopoly is the inn game for me now. My parents say I'm such a bored person but they don't know how addictive it is, especially when others suffer bankruptcy.

Chinese New Year is near! Thats quick! :D SO get ready those red packets people :) While I need to get myself some good outfits for the new year yayy $.$

I need another getaway as soon as possible wee.