Every single night I speak words of prayer so I could go to sleep. Here I am blogging at 2am and will most probably be sleeping in another 2 more hours. So deadly. My body is weak, my brain is as good as dead, howelse can I endure.
I have been trying so many ways to kill my time lately. I used to be very packed with events until I do not have time for myself. So I complain. But now that I fully have all the time to pleasure myself, I still complain. Its a sign that I am always not pleasurable. No wonder my life sucks because all I do is trouble people around me and let them hear my rants. Life is completely different now. Independence.
Am I satisfied with what i am doing, who I am, what I have, how I cope and why I did that? Seriously, I don't know.
1 comment:
Do not wish to be anything but wat u r and try to be that perfectly... Listen to your heart above all other voices..In any moment of decision, the best thing u can do is the right thing... The worst thing u can do is nothing... have more faith in u, gurl =)
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