Sleep

One thing that I see in life, they are so easily determined yet it can change within a blink of an eye. I remember how last time I used to know and set my heart upon but after awhile the mindset changes. How funny aren't they. My point is, just by setting a decision doesnt make it in life because you still need time effort to make it work. Things change when you discover a better view in life. And so I did it, changing and changing non-stop until this day i finally paused for a moment to reflect on what had I been doing for the past 21years. Never regretted because its because of those I manage to know myself better and life isnt all about that. Its bigger.

Since the world is still turning, I would say my mindset will still continue to change as I grow. Just look out for those who needs you, and you may get the same favour. Its nice to see people you love live happy.

I always wonder when my day would come despite hearing it for multiple times. I always believed but till now, they still remain as a fairytale. Watching dramas make me cry, seeing things related to my story makes me cry, when im alone it makes me tear too. So this is the reason we should stop believing, just do whatever we desire at that point. Then we can go through life without expectations.

I cannot sleep till wee hours now despite feeling extremely tired. My brain seems to be working very hard that it keeps me awake thinking about a million things I shouldn't be thinking. Life's a bitch thats right. Can I receive anymore goodnights? Oh man i guess a wish is important.
So goodnight everyone :)

So now the question is, how can I put myself to sleep?