Breakdown

Somethings are meant not to be told because it has already been spoken at the very beginning. I can't be telling again, it will only remain in my heart of what has happened, maybe because I wasn't actually allowed to know it but fate just let me came upon this shit. I am trying hard, hard that I prefer just to shut up before being too impulsive and blow my mind off. When I don't ask, its because I don't want to know the truth because truth hurts. So don't ask. There's nothing much to be done unless only you realize what is causing the breakdown and then change. however, my assumption is you won't realize because you care less and so ignorant in every single thing. I'll just be okay until I can overcome this. I do not know when will I get tired of this but you will know when I really do.

Dear blog, what else can be done? Things aren't getting any better and there are just more & more things coming. Life sucks.